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The theater I sometimes visit is tucked downstairs in an ordinary office building in my neighborhood, so it's easy to miss. The stage is low, and the audience sits on three sides of it. From my seat, I can see the actors' faces very clearly. I can even hear their shoes moving across the floor. The walls are black, and there are only a few lights above the stage. There isn't much decoration. That makes me focus on the people rather than the background. I like feeling close to the action. A quiet conversation on that stage can feel surprisingly intense. Because there is almost no distance between the actors and the audience, even a small gesture becomes noticeable. When someone hesitates before answering another character, I can see it immediately, which gives the scene a different feeling from watching a recording at home.

Because the smaller theaters aren't always easy to find, I check both the starting time and the nearest station before leaving. I save the address on my phone and look at a picture of the entrance. I usually eat before the show because I don't want to be hungry during it. At the theater, I collect my ticket and use the restroom. Then I turn my phone off and put it deep inside my bag. I read the short cast list while I wait. I don't read the whole story in advance. I prefer to discover it during the performance. I also leave extra travel time because arriving late can mean waiting outside until a suitable break. That would be frustrating for me and distracting for the actors, particularly in a small room where the entrance is right beside the seating area.

During a comedy I saw last spring, an actor suddenly went quiet, and it soon became clear that he'd forgotten his line. He looked at the other actor and said that his character clearly needed more sleep. Everyone laughed. The other actor answered in the same playful way and helped him return to the scene. I didn't feel disappointed at all. The moment made the performance feel more alive. After the show, my friend said she thought it was part of the script. I wasn't sure, but the surprised faces looked real. It became the part of the evening we talked about most on the train home. The interesting thing was that the pause could easily have become uncomfortable, yet the actors kept listening to each other instead of panicking. Their response showed me a kind of skill that a perfectly smooth performance might never have made so obvious.